Why can't I be a shark and sleep while swimming.

Right now, I am very, very, very tired, and at a complete loss as to what I should write about. I guess I'll write about how exhausted I am.

I went to bed really early last night because of how tired I was, and when I woke up I was tired. Now I'm tired again. I've spent the last twenty minutes just sitting and zoning out and considering what in the world I should write about for this blog post because I have no idea and wow, sleep sounds great right now. I could take a nap, technically, but naps don't sit well with me. I always wake up really disoriented and confused. Plus, my bed is still unmade, and I have yet to change the linens. I'm too tired to put new ones on, and sleeping on a completely sheets-free bed is uncomfortable. I can't fall asleep easily when I'm just taking a nap, because I'm always worrying about how quickly I'm going to fall asleep. I think to myself, 'okay, a half hour nap is a decent-sized nap, let's do this.' But then as I'm laying there I just stay awake and awake and awake and by then a half hour's already passed and it's all just confusing and frustrating and I don't even know.

I don't like naps, but I really just wanna sleep. But it's way too early for bed and I'm gonna be eating dinner in a little over an hour. Plus, I'm expected to go socialize with my brother and sister-in-law. I don't know what I want to do other than sleep.

This blog post sucks.

God, I am so tired.